moony crying

I realized that things weren't easy when i perceived that dreams aren't for everyone. And there will always be people who'll be acting like you're the culprit and you're the one who just should've worked more to make your dreams come true.  But what do you do when you keep trying but still are not recognized at all? THIS is where we can see that things aren't, definitely, as smooth as people try to make us think it is.  Is almost like guilty tripping are their favorite way of showing that they think "you're good, but not enough so... do better" And, it gets me so bad like, the thing i love the most genuinely has the power to make me the saddest and the happiest person ever All at the same fucking time   And it makes me feel completely stunned but also, i hate it. I genuinely hate every time i need to get up and feel like i'm completely trapped and smashed by every thought about my dreams.   And the fact that i don't know if i'll ...

I started to write a million things, deleted another million of them too.  As Stray Kids made known: "Oddinary" We, as humans, are not made to be completely equal to each other. We're definitely not meant to just follow a equal path. We are not the same, we don't share stories (not completely) and, we're not supposed to have to be the same as a long distance cousin that seems to be doing better than us.  And, we need to address the thing where some people NEED to be freer than others.  And we should understand that there's nothing wrong with it At least, shouldn't.    And this is kinda why i think that "oddinary" is a good term to use. To people that need to adapt themselves even though they don't feel safe to do so, even when they don't like it, and mostly just because they're afraid of being completely swallowed if they show their TRUEself.  Because, i came to the conclusion that mostly choices we have in life are almost illusion-li...