Mistake

 I've learnt to laugh in the face of my mistakes. Otherwise, i feel like i'd be constantly missing pieces of myself. Pieces i can't afford to lose.

I've come to terms with myself that, my mistakes, always seems to be way bigger than they actually are. But chastising myself over it can be utterly foolish (Even if i know that it'll be in my mind from the moment i commit it to an eternal forever)


Well, as eternal as my memory can be. As eternal as my brain can do messy synapses but - it is doing its very best. Doing its very, very best with what it has been given that's far from enough or ideal. Props to myself, we're making it.

barely. but there's always sun after the rain. I'm still waiting for my sun although i can kind of see it there. In the end of the line. There's still hope in the lack of big things happening. I swear it makes sense.

Because, as long as i'm alive, nothing ended. And i can't ignore, can't try to think otherwise when i'm acutely aware of my own flaws an trying - foolishly - to avoid them at all costs.

It's hard and you're tired but don't give up
힘들어지고 지쳐도 포기하지 마 (포기하지 마)
 

 Don't push yourself away, you're just a bit clumsy
널 밀쳐 내지 마, 넌 조금 서툰 것 뿐야
  

But when it the time come, you'll look back

시간이 지나 또 지나 널 돌아봤을 때
  you'll be able to say: you're doing well

 너에게 말해줘 이렇게

넌 잘 하고 있어

In the end, maybe in some bright future or another life, i'll be who i want to be :)